Kenya: One Month Away

Lord willing, one month from today I will be in Nairobi. It's surreal to even write that sentence. How can I put to words the blender of emotions this reality brings...I am excited/terrified/anxious/assured...all at once. My thoughts range from  "omgosh do I want to go" to the increasingly present "I can't wait to be there"...How can I pin-point the emotions that arise at the anticipation of a 12 year old dream coming together... It's surreal and REAL. My to-do list is shrinking daily...the "planner" in me has even started to fill a bag and corner of my room with "things to pack".
I am still in awe of how the funds were raised (THANK YOU)...gratitude doesn't begin to describe the emotions around the generosity of so many in my life...last sunday I still needed $500...by today....and God opened the heart of a special family at church to complete my financial needs. I teared up as I read their note and the amount on the check. I was humbled by my doubt and by the greatness of sovereign provision. This is happening. This is one month away. This will and is changing me. My plan is to continue this blog while in Nairobi so stay tuned...