Living Radically Requires Rest August 28, 2012

          As I’ve talked about before, I’ve recently read “Radical” by David Platt about stepping out in faith and living in light of the Holy Spirit’s provision, not our own plans, money, and sense of security. I’ve reached a different stage in my time in Kenya…I am definitely “doing life” here and it doesn’t feel like a trip anymore. There is a routine and rhythm of the weeks and a familiarity of walking around our part of Nairobi as well as in the daily walk to the school.  But where does that leave me? I have to pinch myself to remember that due to Jesus’ faithfulness I’m living out the dream that has shaped the majority of my life. How can that be mundane and monotonous? Over this last week, in the midst of a wonderful weekend of birthday celebrations, badminton games, and plenty helpings of dairy-free desserts, I realized that even in the midst of the time here that is clearly governed and directed by His hands—I had started to get complacent and find security in the predictable.  As I read by the window overlooking a small garden, I was reminded that each day and moment is given by His grace and is only lived fully when I focus on Him. I had to realize that even in the midst of living out a God-given dream, my sinful nature still pulls toward self-reliance. 

       Similarly, as I finish this post an evening later, I have been reminded to slow down. To take time to be poured into so I can be poured out. I have the tendency to give until I cannot give anymore…and to work until rest becomes work… I have to remember that THIS moment matters, Jesus had a balance of rest and work, solitude and fellowship, and fasting and feasting—I am not the exception to that… I am to mirror it. I will be taking tomorrow off from VBS to rest. To be refreshed by the one who restores my soul, quiets me with his love, and directs my steps. Just as much as he directs my time here—I know I can trust him to direct my transition home and the path I am to follow there. He is faithful to keep his promises and bring them to fulfillment. My task is to walk daily in his love, faithfulness, and grace because the truth is that the radical life of obedience still comes one day at a time.